Saturday, September 5, 2009 . 2:37 PM

does the power of friendship also lies in the one who cares less? why is it the more i do, the more people around me takes things for granted? it's like it has become a habit that im supposed to do things for you, it's not a matter of whether i want to do it anymore. everything changed. our talking time decreased. our conversations lasted only for a mere few minutes. our laughters dont even exist anymore. everything that i ever wanted lessened. the only thing that increased is our arguments but im still here, waiting here. i dunno why i care so much when i shouldnt care at all. if it is about being guilty, i would have paid that debt long ago so what is it that is still holding me back now? i guess it's you i want to hold on to, but you're holding onto someone else. since the day i knew about it, i know whatever i do has become pointless, it doesnt matter to you anymore.

it turns out not where but who you're with that really matters.