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Thursday, September 10, 2009 . 12:02 AM

i've never seen mandy smile so much in a day.
sawatika mandy. LOL
i believe in fate! :D

you were the first to visit me on both occasions.
why is it that i dont even see your shadow now.

Saturday, September 5, 2009 . 2:37 PM

does the power of friendship also lies in the one who cares less? why is it the more i do, the more people around me takes things for granted? it's like it has become a habit that im supposed to do things for you, it's not a matter of whether i want to do it anymore. everything changed. our talking time decreased. our conversations lasted only for a mere few minutes. our laughters dont even exist anymore. everything that i ever wanted lessened. the only thing that increased is our arguments but im still here, waiting here. i dunno why i care so much when i shouldnt care at all. if it is about being guilty, i would have paid that debt long ago so what is it that is still holding me back now? i guess it's you i want to hold on to, but you're holding onto someone else. since the day i knew about it, i know whatever i do has become pointless, it doesnt matter to you anymore.

it turns out not where but who you're with that really matters.

Monday, August 31, 2009 . 10:21 PM

shit always happens when you're out with her, this time it's no exception. i cant believe what i saw today, i still cant believe.

Sunday, August 23, 2009 . 11:38 PM


supposed to be studying but ended up watching this movie instead.
IT'S DAMN GOOD! :D
+ someone behaved like a clown in the cinema. LOL

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 . 11:11 PM

had steak and oreo cheesecakeeeee.
to eat away all my unhappiness.
ERVINAAAAA! DONT BE SAD!
CHEER UP OKAY! :D
it'll only be within the 4 of us. cross my heart.

why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
how could i carry on
the day you went away
cause i've been missing you so much i have to say
been crying since the day
the day you went away. -12.07am

Monday, August 17, 2009 . 11:11 PM

THANKS RYANNNNN! :D

STOMP! 4-5 generations unite! (no generation gap) LOL



try and spot me? HAHAHAHA.
(to hell with all the fucking comments)
i wanted you to be the first to see this but apparently that's not going to happen alr.
& you're the only one who knows what KKKL means.
doubt you'll even read my blog anyway but if you see this,
IM SORRY OKAY. 3 DAYS ALR, YOU'RE DRIVNG ME INSANE. sigh.
and you, it's NOT me & some guy caught kissing okay wtf lol.
where did i go wrong, i lost a friend.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 . 9:18 AM

today, i walked through the place where we always used to walk home tgt, accompanied by your silly laughter and nonsensical jokes but this time, all alone, without you. only the mini mart and the sound of the construction shit going on. im falling apart alr. i enjoyed every moment spent with you cause they're the most wonderful memories that money cant buy. if i can turn back time, i swear i wouldnt have said all that. im sorry.