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Sunday, November 22, 2009 . 2:35 AM

i should never have known about it. NEVER. left me feeling so fucked up the whole day, couldnt even focus on studying for tmr's test. fuck it. time check: 2.40am. i still need to study for tmr's bmic test and do a 300 word essay on microorganisms! + i need to wake up at 7+ tmr. BEST. it's easy to be friends but when you start to expect a lil bit more from those you called 'good' friends, everything just falls apart. sad to say, but tested and true.

Thursday, September 10, 2009 . 12:02 AM

i've never seen mandy smile so much in a day.
sawatika mandy. LOL
i believe in fate! :D

you were the first to visit me on both occasions.
why is it that i dont even see your shadow now.

Saturday, September 5, 2009 . 2:37 PM

does the power of friendship also lies in the one who cares less? why is it the more i do, the more people around me takes things for granted? it's like it has become a habit that im supposed to do things for you, it's not a matter of whether i want to do it anymore. everything changed. our talking time decreased. our conversations lasted only for a mere few minutes. our laughters dont even exist anymore. everything that i ever wanted lessened. the only thing that increased is our arguments but im still here, waiting here. i dunno why i care so much when i shouldnt care at all. if it is about being guilty, i would have paid that debt long ago so what is it that is still holding me back now? i guess it's you i want to hold on to, but you're holding onto someone else. since the day i knew about it, i know whatever i do has become pointless, it doesnt matter to you anymore.

it turns out not where but who you're with that really matters.

Monday, August 31, 2009 . 10:21 PM

shit always happens when you're out with her, this time it's no exception. i cant believe what i saw today, i still cant believe.

Sunday, August 23, 2009 . 11:38 PM


supposed to be studying but ended up watching this movie instead.
IT'S DAMN GOOD! :D
+ someone behaved like a clown in the cinema. LOL

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 . 11:11 PM

had steak and oreo cheesecakeeeee.
to eat away all my unhappiness.
ERVINAAAAA! DONT BE SAD!
CHEER UP OKAY! :D
it'll only be within the 4 of us. cross my heart.

why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
how could i carry on
the day you went away
cause i've been missing you so much i have to say
been crying since the day
the day you went away. -12.07am

Monday, August 17, 2009 . 11:11 PM

THANKS RYANNNNN! :D

STOMP! 4-5 generations unite! (no generation gap) LOL



try and spot me? HAHAHAHA.
(to hell with all the fucking comments)
i wanted you to be the first to see this but apparently that's not going to happen alr.
& you're the only one who knows what KKKL means.
doubt you'll even read my blog anyway but if you see this,
IM SORRY OKAY. 3 DAYS ALR, YOU'RE DRIVNG ME INSANE. sigh.
and you, it's NOT me & some guy caught kissing okay wtf lol.
where did i go wrong, i lost a friend.